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lilangel32013
lilangel32013 Oct 21, 2007
I don't wanna talk to this guy, but he just keeps calling...grr. Do I just ignore his calls or what? He just keeps calling and flirting with me, etc...and I don't want to talk to him. At all. Rawr. Save me!!!!!
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Lonely in a crowd...

lilangel32013
lilangel32013 Oct 21, 2007

Have you ever been hanging out with a group of people, but felt totally alone?? This happens to me every day at school...

The reason for this is that pretty much all of my friends are in couples, so it's me by myself, and three couples. It's depressing, especially since they're couples that love PDA. Then I ask them to help me find someone so I won't be alone, and they don't take me seriously...they just start pointing out random guys that are walking by and asking me if that person is good...and it just makes me sad, hanging out with all of them.

I honestly don't understand why no one at my school likes me "that way"...I think I'm pretty, and as far as I know, I'm not annoying or anything like that...I think I have a good personality, I'm nice (too nice if you ask my best friend...haha), and I'm just a sweet person. But no one likes me...is it the whole "not easy" factor? Is that what it is? Because that's all I can think of that would hold people back.

I don't know what to do...do I just sit back and be all alone and sad or what?

I just felt like I needed to put this down somewhere...chances are, no one will even read it...but that's okay.

<33Brittani

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lilangel32013
  • 61 Female, Gemini
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  • Member Since: 2007-04-08
  • Relationship Status: looking
  • Orientation: None Of Your Business
  • Religion: Atheist
  • Smoke: No

About Me:

i'm me. i'm a girl who loves to sing but isn't necessarily good at it. i love acting. don't know if i'm good at it. i'll do anything for my friends. it kills me when my friends are upset. so don't upset them. i do get defensive if i get attacked. and i will be mean if necessary. but i don't like being mean. i love music. and wish i could go to more concerts. i like making new friends. i'm shallow. i'll admit that. i love hugs. i don't like people that are mean to/about me/my friends. i forgive easily, but i don't forget what you did to me. i may cry, but that doesn't mean i want 50,000 people coming up to me asking why i'm crying. chances are, i'll talk to you if i want to tell you why i'm crying. i like makeup, but don't need it. and don't wear it if i don't feel like taking the time to put it on. i like dancing even if i'm not good at it. don't insult my style, i really don't care. don't call me a poser because i'm not trying to be a stereotype. i wear what i like. with me, what you see is what you get. time with my friends is better than ALMOST anything. a good movie and a good friend is all i need to feel content. got a problem with who i am? deal.

Favorite Music:

my chemical romance, the hush sound, panic! at the disco, kelly clarkson, travis tritt, the used, reba mcentire, fall out boy, keith urban, dierks bentley, rascal flatts, taylor swift, flyleaf, sugarland, jeffree star, daughtry, jon mclaughlin, evanescence, frank sinatra, michael buble

Favorite Movies:

grease, v for vendetta, a walk to remember, the notebook, 13 going on 30, brother bear, fight club, dial m for murder

Favorite TV Shows:

instant star, desperate housewives, degrassi: the next generation, grey's anatomy, house, american idol, the best years, about a girl, moonlight, private practice, pushing daisies, big shots

Favorite Books:

anything by dean koontz, anything by jeffery deaver, anything by nicholas sparks, the pact, my sister's keeper, the tenth circle